a bit in the doldrums

as i have stated recently, i am just not doing a good job with this journey lately.

call it stress...laziness...fatigue...indifference...?

i was down a pound on saturday which i should have been happy about. but i still had the other two pounds that i had gained on my mind. then i had birthday cake on sunday...and buffalo wild wings on monday...and i am currently avoiding the scale.

i got to figure this out. i am so close to being done, it would be a shame (and incredibly disheartening) to end it now.

here is me on day one of conferences.

 full day of conferences tomorrow, mea events on thursday and i will be FREE on friday. parents are coming to town so "healthy eating" will once again be my downfall...